Nicole Scherzinger has admitted that she wants to apologise to her former bandmates from The Pussycat Dolls as she feels that her bulimia caused distance between them.

The Boomerang star rose to fame alongside her bandmates Carmit Bachar, Ashley Roberts, Jessica Sutta, Melody Thornton and Kimberly Wyatt, when their hit song Don’t Cha topped charts around the world.

There were a lot of moments when I was with them that I was distant and stand-offish.

“I never opened up to them to talk about my problems and I would shut myself away - and push them away - because I was battling this horrible secret illness, bulimia." Nicole, who starred in the group as the lead vocalist in 2005, stayed with the girls until 2010 and enjoyed success with hit tracks including When I Grow Up and Jai Ho!

(You Are My Destiny), as well as tours around the world.

The dark-haired beauty, who is dating Formula One star Lewis Hamilton, has recently been open about her battle with the disease and revealed how much it impacted on her life.

She told the magazine: "Between 18 right up to my mid-30s I suffered from bulimia.

It was all wrapped up with my low self-esteem and a crippling lack of confidence.Not content with her lucrative career in the Pussycat Dolls and also being a solo artist with a No 1 hit, the singer and presenter has become an actress in a soon-to-be-released Hollywood blockbuster and now, at the age of 33, has knocked Cheryl Cole off her X Factor perch. If Nicole and Hamilton's talent and joint star quality are beyond doubt, their four-year romance brings with it a lingering element of intrigue - not to say sheer puzzlement.How, you might ask, can any relationship possibly work over so many thousands of miles and in such stressful conditions?Is there truly a relationship at all, beyond what is visible to the photographer's lens?She makes her living in the television and recording studios of Los Angeles.Hamilton's world is the never-ending travelling caravan of F1, taking him from Silverstone and Abu Dhabi to Australia and beyond.

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